I went to see my favorite tree last night…to perform my full-moon ritual…and she was gone. Just uplifted dirt, a few of her limb’s and the base of her trunk remained. I have gone to her many times over the last few year’s…she lived in a secluded reserve…a native tree to my country…a Pohutukawa Tree.
I started to shake and cry. I stood for ten minutes feeling my pain then I thought…no. I am not going to approach her in sadness…I am going to perform a ritual and give thank’s for her life. I wiped away my last tear, gathered my emotion’s and walked up to her…I swept away the dirt and made her pretty…I put candles all around her trunk -base and the flower’s and fruit that I had brought I placed upon her with gentle purpose. I gathered the saw dust and arranged it like hair and placed her branches close by her side. I stroked her remains with all my Earth-Mother might. I kept telling her that I loved her…over and over. I made a connection…to ALL trees…to ALL The Fallen Ones. To every creature who has ever ‘come home’ to find their Tree Mother gone. The Moon shone down upon us and as I lifted my face to Her I asked Her to come to us…to cloak us…to hold us in her Light. I then stood to my feet and performed my ritual…the word’s came from my lip’s…but I feel that it was not I who invented them to be spoken…I felt humbled by this beyond measure.
I have been in a daze today. Very quiet. Last night was life-changing…as in…I have changed because of what took place. On the one hand I don’t what it all mean’s but I DO know for certain that the purpose to the rest of my life…the key to it…was revealed and presented itself to me…clearly. What I do with this ‘key’, where I take it, what I find to ‘unlock’…well I guess that part is up to me…all I know…is that it was one of the most sacred night’s of my life…and I am beyond grateful…
Blessed Be to One and ALL….your loving Miss Moonsparkle xxx Always…